I think that is what I would describe today; cold, rainy in the morning and beautiful, sunny in the afternoon. a nap separated these two parts of the day for me, and my headache's gone now. cold makes me sleepy. jogging up big hills in the sunshine is a lot better.
This weekend my boyfriend is coming to stay with me for a week! He hasn't been back here since xmastime and I'm very much looking forward to it. It's just weird because I am so used to being totally independent; I eat by myself, sleep by myself, decide what I want to do. It is always a challenge getting used to coordinating our time together. And it's not challenging in a bad way, it just makes me realise how much I love him and want to include him in my daily activities. I have enjoyed reclaiming my independence, because I used to be very needy and overly social (compared to what truly makes me happy) and I am so grateful for that. But when it thunderstorms and gets cold for half a day I just wish he was here to nap with me and wake up in the sunshine. Life is good.